Elective Day Uno

People I hate the fact that I'm a whiny bitch lately, so if you're in a horrible mood you really shouldn't be reading this. I only write it to vent, twitter isn't enough I need to gerger a lot :p. 

Anyhow, so today's first day elective. YOU HAVE NO IDEA how I'm being told EVERY TIME that I WILL ENJOY this course. I was like "they're saying this 'cause the doc is Kamal Ghalayeeni." =_= And I love him and respect him and all, but for some reason I believed that their excitement was for shallow reasons :p. So when I consulted my besties (Ohood to be so specific) I had a very long conversation and she got angry at me in the end and she said (girl u wanna the fullmark or the benefit?)

Me: Why can't I get both? 

Her: ECG is good, you don't have to love it, you'll understand it and you'll get a 100.

Me: Fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiine =_=.

And so I registered, and I found in the website that the capacity is 5 girls. Impressive. I have to say that I really longed for what I call in Arabic Rawagan. So I was looking for FOUR girls :p. Okay? Today I went to see 8 girls :D. And the tenth came after she was kicked out from ENT. 

AND THAT leads us to other problem. Any clinic, department is just a fucking bunch of asses when they offer an elective course and they cancel it. You know why? 'Cause it's elective for us not you old dinosaurs. You don't get to kick us students (not me, my friends) out because you're available for male students of fourth year only!!! YOU KNEW THE SCHEDULE ya kilaaaaaaaaaab!!! If really all you cared about is mixing then why aren't you preparing your schedules well? 

You know this is extremely frustrating 'cause my friends really really really wanted ENT. I wish they were the ones who got with us =_=. Instead they went to plastics which frustrates them even more O_O. Well it frustrates me and I don't have anything to do with it!!!

So what else annoyed me? Oh yes, the accreditation people came today. I was talking to myself like "what will happen if I screwed this up? Dr. Kamal will probably shoot me, Prof. Alahwal will expel me, and what else might happen? Can I go nuts? I wonder how will this look on cameras." At that moment I saw a flash and I woke up from my thoughts. Damn it they were there for a minute only and I couldn't come up with an idea to ruin this :(.

Why would I want to ruin the accreditation??? Well that's a whole another story. Let's start with the fact that our dear college is full of liars hypocrites multi-faced ass-kissers!!! :)And the funny thing is, that some students really really believe that those are putting lots of effort on this. And they act like they're scarifying for a very noble cause. Which I find extremely funny to choose to believe a lie! 

Anyhow, I hate every girl right now. I hate docs who use 'mixing' as the only excuse to CANCEL A WHOLE FUCKING COURSE! I hate all the irresponsible people. I hate the girl who dares to sit at my table in the morning and talks to me when I'm in no damn mood to talk with anyone! Actually that's why I hate sitting alone. Because people dare to sit at my table!! =_=. And I don't like that. I hate the other girl who talks nonstop about everything and then says "what about you? You're silent all the time." Well how about you take a hint and shut the fuck up? Wouldn't that be great? 

I wish I'm taking this course with my girls. Every time I want to say "Ye7ammmmis :D." I turn my head to realize I'm totally alone (i.e. classmates aren't my friends) and stop smiling immediately. Hope tomorrow is better for us all.

One last thought, I love you Dr. Kamal ♥. You made cardio super awesome and you turned out to be something really awesome yourself ♥.