Few days ago -I know you're saying why is she posting now?- I realized something huge. something that I hated myself for. Like really really, hated my brain for. I've been killing myself while drawing my clipboard a while ago. I planned to draw myself one at the beginning of the year. And I didn't find a clipboard with the specs I wanted. So I kept on postponing that till some day by mistake I went to the campus and found my dream board. And then I drew it which was good and all. A week after drawing it and uploading the picture to my FB account, keyword: a week, I noticed that the letter N is mirrored. :(
When I noticed that I believed that no matter what, I'll never make the board of my dream.. you know.... I won't make it the one of my dreams. I felt so down. I told my friends and they're like "I thought you did it on purpose." And here's the sad thing, it's not that it looks ugly or something. It's the idea that there are FIVE Ns and I drew them all mirrored :(. I mean how come? How did my hands and eyes and brain fooled me and dared to NOT to tell me that I'm drawing it mirrored? Ehe ehe I felt betrayed wallahi.
I blame Coca for that. Her board had a mirrored N too because she asked for it and I guess that my brain processed that boards are related to mirrored N or something. Uh it's just way to confusing and annoying. I no longer trust my eyes and hands T_T.
Another thing to be disappointed about, the batch is trying to get a new leader, so one girl posted about "the reasons why she wanted to do that" and her post sucked big time. And I had an awesome comeback for that post but then something happened and I lost my comment then I wrote it again, by the time I was posting it the original post was deleted because the leader already quit. And I hated that, people have no sense of fighting. I needed a fight this weekend. I was just bored. And people kept on compromising. I hated that =_=. First time to attempt to be involved in an verbal fight and it got blown away.
Bored much? Yeah, I live on my daily dosage of Glozell and The Big Bang Theory. Ah those people are awesome. Nerds and dorks but awesssome.
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P.s. Off the record and everything, everyone in relationship (love, friendship, blah blah) please put effort to make it last. It kills me to know that a whole lotta years of of everything is done because someone refuses to say "Hi, how are you?" first. :'(
Oh I feel you *hugs*
ReplyDeleteHey. I think it looks nice. LOL I love your bubble letters and the fading out theme. Even if you were to do one again you'd probably think less of it. LOL it's like fuck it if I can't get it right the first time. Hm. I say keep and use this you'll get used to it. Maybe you weren't thinking when you wrote it? I usually become so determined to make it LOOK right that I never actually check if it is.
ReplyDeletemy sis is just telling me about the 8elat adab ur dof3A just did to there leader !!!! really 8elat adab *_*
ReplyDeletethe P.s is just so true and so sad ):
Duha: awww hug back ♥
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Yaz: well maybe i was thinking too hard to focus :P.. hahaha
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Dalia: umm, i don't think it's 'gellat adab' as much as it's habala and complete unprofessionalism. u know 3aba6 al banat kaif? it was completely childish and stupid and they were against for the wrong reasons...